Saturday, January 08, 2005
marriage, for some reason it is a word in our world that excites weomen and scares men. tonight i am going to try to work out why that is.
first of all, lets define what marriage is. Marriage to me is the joining of two people who are deeply in love, it is a public way to let everyone else know that they are forever together, forsaken all others. however, i asked some of my fellow soliders the same question, and the most comman answer is " A great way to make more money". in the army, if you are deployed and married, you almost double your pay check. i find this greatly distrubing, due to the fact that the purity of marriage has been reduced to a piece of paper and money. to me, when i get married, i don't care if i am poor or rich, as long as i have love. now don't get me wrong, i don't want to be poor, and i really don't want to be married tilli can support my family with thier every wish, but it is not the most important thing, love is.
i made an intersting observation today about marriage and musicals. as most of you know, i use to be a ballet dancer and actor, and even though i can no longer preform oon stage, i still love it. i noticed that there are very few musicals that have or end with a good marriage, but out of all of them Jekel and Hyde has the best example of love in marriage. for those of you who have not seen it, at the very end, henery and emma actually get married. however soon after they say i do, hyde comes out of henery, and henery kills himself so that he can protect emma from this monster that he created. when he does this, emma holds her one true love, and husband, and begins to weep over him, she than realizes the turth, and says one line " sleep well my sweet prince" that right there tells me how much love they had for each other. it tells me that he loved her so much that he would commit suicide in order to protect her, and emma loved him so much that she knew his angony and knew that the only way he would ever see peace, is in death, also she had so much love for him that she could let him go. to me that is ultimate love, the kind of love that we all should have in marriage.
well, those are my thoughts. tell me what you think. my e-mail is radiojoe85@yahoo.com
Seth Isaac Broaddus
first of all, lets define what marriage is. Marriage to me is the joining of two people who are deeply in love, it is a public way to let everyone else know that they are forever together, forsaken all others. however, i asked some of my fellow soliders the same question, and the most comman answer is " A great way to make more money". in the army, if you are deployed and married, you almost double your pay check. i find this greatly distrubing, due to the fact that the purity of marriage has been reduced to a piece of paper and money. to me, when i get married, i don't care if i am poor or rich, as long as i have love. now don't get me wrong, i don't want to be poor, and i really don't want to be married tilli can support my family with thier every wish, but it is not the most important thing, love is.
i made an intersting observation today about marriage and musicals. as most of you know, i use to be a ballet dancer and actor, and even though i can no longer preform oon stage, i still love it. i noticed that there are very few musicals that have or end with a good marriage, but out of all of them Jekel and Hyde has the best example of love in marriage. for those of you who have not seen it, at the very end, henery and emma actually get married. however soon after they say i do, hyde comes out of henery, and henery kills himself so that he can protect emma from this monster that he created. when he does this, emma holds her one true love, and husband, and begins to weep over him, she than realizes the turth, and says one line " sleep well my sweet prince" that right there tells me how much love they had for each other. it tells me that he loved her so much that he would commit suicide in order to protect her, and emma loved him so much that she knew his angony and knew that the only way he would ever see peace, is in death, also she had so much love for him that she could let him go. to me that is ultimate love, the kind of love that we all should have in marriage.
well, those are my thoughts. tell me what you think. my e-mail is radiojoe85@yahoo.com
Seth Isaac Broaddus
Tuesday, January 04, 2005
so, i know what your thinking, what is he doing writing again? well if your nice, i might tell you.
every writer needs inspiration for his writing, and that includes me. after the time that i like call " the dark months"
i have decided that it would be realy good for me if i started writing aout my thoughts on the internet, it always helped me before, so i might as well give it a shot. however, i do not believe i will use the same theme that i did before. the circus is dead to me now, and i hope dead forever.
all people are like books, some of us are like " see spot run' and can be read by everyone, others are more like "gone with the wind" and no one can hardly read them unless they put a lifetime to it. if i had to pick what kind of book i am, i would have to pick an Army manual, hard to understand at first but after a while it is as easy as a kids book. now i happen to like this fact about my self (or at least i do because i am stuck with it), because i hate it when people dislike me because they don't understand me. i believe that everyone should always be open and honest, no matter what. that gets me in trouble alot, actually i get my self in trouble alot no matter what, but still.
another good reason why i think people are like books is that we all have chapters, some are long, some are short. the people we meet and have relationships with are all chapters, some of these chapters last our entire life, some don't open till we are older, and some are only open for a short time. now when they are only open for a short time, does that meen that they didn't write alot in that chapter? i say no, i have some chapters in my book right now that are hunders of pages long, but only lasted for a few months, and you know what, those chapters will always be in my book, and i don't regret that. because when you regret is when you wish you were differant, and you sould be happy the way you are, no matter what the situation.
well i gesus i will stop for now, let all of this sit in for a little while, who knows, maybe i will even understand what i just wrote.........
as all ways, if you would like to talk to me, my e-mail is radiojoe85@yahoo.com
every writer needs inspiration for his writing, and that includes me. after the time that i like call " the dark months"
i have decided that it would be realy good for me if i started writing aout my thoughts on the internet, it always helped me before, so i might as well give it a shot. however, i do not believe i will use the same theme that i did before. the circus is dead to me now, and i hope dead forever.
all people are like books, some of us are like " see spot run' and can be read by everyone, others are more like "gone with the wind" and no one can hardly read them unless they put a lifetime to it. if i had to pick what kind of book i am, i would have to pick an Army manual, hard to understand at first but after a while it is as easy as a kids book. now i happen to like this fact about my self (or at least i do because i am stuck with it), because i hate it when people dislike me because they don't understand me. i believe that everyone should always be open and honest, no matter what. that gets me in trouble alot, actually i get my self in trouble alot no matter what, but still.
another good reason why i think people are like books is that we all have chapters, some are long, some are short. the people we meet and have relationships with are all chapters, some of these chapters last our entire life, some don't open till we are older, and some are only open for a short time. now when they are only open for a short time, does that meen that they didn't write alot in that chapter? i say no, i have some chapters in my book right now that are hunders of pages long, but only lasted for a few months, and you know what, those chapters will always be in my book, and i don't regret that. because when you regret is when you wish you were differant, and you sould be happy the way you are, no matter what the situation.
well i gesus i will stop for now, let all of this sit in for a little while, who knows, maybe i will even understand what i just wrote.........
as all ways, if you would like to talk to me, my e-mail is radiojoe85@yahoo.com
Monday, September 06, 2004
there comes a time in every man's life where he feels the need to settle down.
And that is the boldest staement one can say, because no man wants to admit that. however, i have found that one has to be carefull when discovering this.
i discovered this, and to my shame, i found out that the beautiful lady i found was nothing but another heart breaker. LOVE IS OVERATED. this coming from the man who believes that love is the most powerful force in the universe. i use to think that love is what made this world bearable. this world is shit, and makes everyone feel like shit, and love was my one saving grace, it pushed me through baisc and advanced. there were times when i wanted to just lay down and die, and love for this lady helped me through.
i remember one point in advanced when i was getting the shit kicked out of me almost weekly, no matter what i did, no matter how much i took it or how much i "proved myself as a man", i couldn't break through. i thought about telling my drill sgt. any thing he wanted to let me out. one night i sat in bed and just killed my self from the inside out with poison from my mind ( letting my compition win) when i closed my eyes, and saw her face, i felt such relief, and power that it lifted my spirts and i just marched forward, i proved my self to not only my self, but to others, all because of HER.
i returned and found out that this saving grace had been not saving her self but yet had sex with one who i thought was my friend. i was dystroyed.
now i try to get over her, but i can't. i can't move on, and it is eating away at me from the inside out. my love turned out to be my poison. love didn't save me at all, but killed me. how ironic.
well there you go, my za za zoom zoomed my heart and my love for love right out of my soul. maybe i can grow from this, but...................................
i close with this. I QUIT
And that is the boldest staement one can say, because no man wants to admit that. however, i have found that one has to be carefull when discovering this.
i discovered this, and to my shame, i found out that the beautiful lady i found was nothing but another heart breaker. LOVE IS OVERATED. this coming from the man who believes that love is the most powerful force in the universe. i use to think that love is what made this world bearable. this world is shit, and makes everyone feel like shit, and love was my one saving grace, it pushed me through baisc and advanced. there were times when i wanted to just lay down and die, and love for this lady helped me through.
i remember one point in advanced when i was getting the shit kicked out of me almost weekly, no matter what i did, no matter how much i took it or how much i "proved myself as a man", i couldn't break through. i thought about telling my drill sgt. any thing he wanted to let me out. one night i sat in bed and just killed my self from the inside out with poison from my mind ( letting my compition win) when i closed my eyes, and saw her face, i felt such relief, and power that it lifted my spirts and i just marched forward, i proved my self to not only my self, but to others, all because of HER.
i returned and found out that this saving grace had been not saving her self but yet had sex with one who i thought was my friend. i was dystroyed.
now i try to get over her, but i can't. i can't move on, and it is eating away at me from the inside out. my love turned out to be my poison. love didn't save me at all, but killed me. how ironic.
well there you go, my za za zoom zoomed my heart and my love for love right out of my soul. maybe i can grow from this, but...................................
i close with this. I QUIT
Monday, July 19, 2004
what have i learned? over the past few months i have gone through changes i never thought i would go through. i have done tasks that i never thought i would be able to do, and i made something out of my life. i joined the army!
but more than that, an amazing event has happend, i have been dating the same girl for over 6 months!!! and i have said something to her that i never thought i would honestly say to a girl, i told her that i loved her! wow for the first time ever, i have found the za za zoom.
but with this great and wonderful new feeling and relationship, i must ask my self.
What age is the right age to settle down?
that is the question i have been pondering for quite some time now. Am i to young to have a serious relationship of this magnitude? for those who know me, you know that i love to be the life of a party. with that, i have a bad habit of hooking up with random girls just for the hell of it.
Am i ready to give all that up so i can be with this perfect girl? its a really hard to decide. what do all of you think.
e-mail me at balletguy16@yahoo.com please give me you ideas and thoughts.
but more than that, an amazing event has happend, i have been dating the same girl for over 6 months!!! and i have said something to her that i never thought i would honestly say to a girl, i told her that i loved her! wow for the first time ever, i have found the za za zoom.
but with this great and wonderful new feeling and relationship, i must ask my self.
What age is the right age to settle down?
that is the question i have been pondering for quite some time now. Am i to young to have a serious relationship of this magnitude? for those who know me, you know that i love to be the life of a party. with that, i have a bad habit of hooking up with random girls just for the hell of it.
Am i ready to give all that up so i can be with this perfect girl? its a really hard to decide. what do all of you think.
e-mail me at balletguy16@yahoo.com please give me you ideas and thoughts.
Wednesday, October 15, 2003
well well well, life gets better, more posiblilties open, for now life of seth will be fun sailing.
Monday, October 13, 2003
if tomarow is allways a new day, than why does the same old shit always happen? that is a great question that i ask myself, no matter how hard i try, i always get the same bullshit answer. Even more so, when i am looking for a one night stand, i always get a "lasting" relationship, but when i want an actual relationship, i always get a one night stand. i just don't understand that. it pisses me off. but i geuss it is what one calls peotic iorny or something. well, i honestly don't care any more, or at least that is what i tell my self, but in truth, i will always care, because i have to believe on something.
Saturday, October 11, 2003
hello all,
well it has been a while, but who knows, maybe some kinda of knownledge may flow from these fingers again, and if not, a whole lot of bull shit will.
in my last post i talked about the fact that i had some i thought i truely liked. well i have grown up some now, and i have some words about relationships i would like to say.
A RELATIONSHIP IS NOTHING MORE THAN I DIFFERANT TYPE OF RELEGION. RELEGION IS THE OPIUM OF THE MASSES, AND THE SAME GOES FOR RELATIONSHIPS. PEOPLE DON'T WANT THEM FOR THE LONGEST TIME, AND WHEN THEY GET THEM, THEY CAN'T LIVE WITH OUT THEM.
this summer i had a revelation, and that was the fact that some people that want a relationship will always end up with a one night stand, and the people who want a one night stand, will always get a relationship. its a bitch huh.
well as u can see, i have a scared view on "love" right now, but who knows, maybe it will trun around.
you know how to get a hold of me
well it has been a while, but who knows, maybe some kinda of knownledge may flow from these fingers again, and if not, a whole lot of bull shit will.
in my last post i talked about the fact that i had some i thought i truely liked. well i have grown up some now, and i have some words about relationships i would like to say.
A RELATIONSHIP IS NOTHING MORE THAN I DIFFERANT TYPE OF RELEGION. RELEGION IS THE OPIUM OF THE MASSES, AND THE SAME GOES FOR RELATIONSHIPS. PEOPLE DON'T WANT THEM FOR THE LONGEST TIME, AND WHEN THEY GET THEM, THEY CAN'T LIVE WITH OUT THEM.
this summer i had a revelation, and that was the fact that some people that want a relationship will always end up with a one night stand, and the people who want a one night stand, will always get a relationship. its a bitch huh.
well as u can see, i have a scared view on "love" right now, but who knows, maybe it will trun around.
you know how to get a hold of me
