Tuesday, January 21, 2003
I have no life but this, to lead it here; nor any death, but lest dispelled from there; nor tie to earths to come, nor action new, except through this extent, THE REALM OF YOU!
Emily Dickinson
Some times it feels like that, does not it. I know this girl, who right now I think of nothing else. When I am in my car, and driving to some place, which I do a whole lot, I think of her. I have these daydreams about us going out, and certain dates we go on, conversations we have, things like that. It’s not like I just think about the glorious dates and things like that, I have this dream about us just sitting down and watching some TV or a movie, or going to eat at her house and meting her parents and siblings. Well, this may sound like a cheap love novel, but I do not know her very well, and all I do is dream about her. Seeing her is literally the best part of my day, or week.
Sorry for going on like that, I had to get that off my chest. Its weird, I feel like this about this girl, and yet I cannot say anything to her. Every time I get a chance, my mouth ties ups and I cannot say anything at all, all well.
#11- CRUSHS- a crush is something that is guaranteed that all of us will be or have one. If you have a crush on some one, than you know that it is like a living hell everyday, because everyday you see him or her walk in, and your heart stops. She walks up to the desk next to yours; she sits down and swings her hair to her shoulder, when she does this you get this brief smell of the sweetest smell you have ever encountered. For that brief moment you feel like you are in heaven, but then the truth comes like a fright train. The truth that she doesn’t know that you like her, and that you can’t tell her because you can’t get the words out of your mouth. At that point, the only thing that you feel is a little piece of hell in the pit of your stomach. You feel like you just want to curl up in a ball and cry.
CRUSHS = THE SAD CLOWN.
These clowns are different that the other ones. These are always sad, they have that little tear in their eye and they look like they just want to roll over and die.
I have already given you an example. So I am going to leave my heart there so it can get beat up a little more.
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Emily Dickinson
Some times it feels like that, does not it. I know this girl, who right now I think of nothing else. When I am in my car, and driving to some place, which I do a whole lot, I think of her. I have these daydreams about us going out, and certain dates we go on, conversations we have, things like that. It’s not like I just think about the glorious dates and things like that, I have this dream about us just sitting down and watching some TV or a movie, or going to eat at her house and meting her parents and siblings. Well, this may sound like a cheap love novel, but I do not know her very well, and all I do is dream about her. Seeing her is literally the best part of my day, or week.
Sorry for going on like that, I had to get that off my chest. Its weird, I feel like this about this girl, and yet I cannot say anything to her. Every time I get a chance, my mouth ties ups and I cannot say anything at all, all well.
#11- CRUSHS- a crush is something that is guaranteed that all of us will be or have one. If you have a crush on some one, than you know that it is like a living hell everyday, because everyday you see him or her walk in, and your heart stops. She walks up to the desk next to yours; she sits down and swings her hair to her shoulder, when she does this you get this brief smell of the sweetest smell you have ever encountered. For that brief moment you feel like you are in heaven, but then the truth comes like a fright train. The truth that she doesn’t know that you like her, and that you can’t tell her because you can’t get the words out of your mouth. At that point, the only thing that you feel is a little piece of hell in the pit of your stomach. You feel like you just want to curl up in a ball and cry.
CRUSHS = THE SAD CLOWN.
These clowns are different that the other ones. These are always sad, they have that little tear in their eye and they look like they just want to roll over and die.
I have already given you an example. So I am going to leave my heart there so it can get beat up a little more.
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